May 16th, 2010 (12:33 pm)
I think I do but it always happens if I'm attracted or really really like a particular man. I think it is because of the things that happened to me in the past (my father leaving and never reaching out), I'm afraid of getting hurt. Based on my last experience with men, I believe it is a disadvantage to be that emotionally guarded. I didn't take the risk I needed to make and that opportunity passed by. It sucked at the beggining but I'm healing with time.
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WTF??? I'm deep today... O_0. I guess stress makes me act that way... I need to sleep. I had only like 4 hours last night... I'm surviving on coffee XD
Ohhh and there was this earthquake this morning in Puerto Rico... Not cool. Nothing bad happened though.