May 9th, 2008 (12:12 pm)
I'm at :
Cupey, San Juan
Feeling: annoyed
Listening to: 'Wonderwall'-Oasis
I gave my presentation on my research proposal which was about Polybrominated diphenyl ethers infiltrating the soil of a landfill site in Puerto Rico. I was shaking like a leaf and again and talked very fast (I do that when I'm extremely nervous!). The thing is that I have this classmate who always ask questions and seems to think he's better than everyone else, in other words, he's kind of an asshole. He asked me not one but TWO questions, which I answered. I was so pissed. Then after everyone presented, the professor when on and on ranting about people who are doing a bad work, don't know how to write and shit. Again, I get more pissed. After her ranting, she gave us an exam we took God knows when, and I got a fucking 68%. I still can't believe it!!!!!! After I studied very hard, I got a D!! Sometimes I think that I'm not good enough for this and I wish to quit everything. But then I think about all the sacrifices I have made so far and then it motivates me more to keep on going. I'm still pissed, hungry and waiting for a Chemistry exam in less than an hour... What a Friday!
Sorry about boring you with this rant.